The light had broken for a while now so its perfect excuse for me to cry in the dark without a single light..
I cried because of the memories..
Good memories killed by the bad memories..
Memories of the past..
Past that make who we are today..
Regret..sorrow..mistake..courage..strong..sabr..
Memory of my life and surround me that I still remember..
They used to be so kind, happy, fun, pleasant, no worries, not a bad person but a bit naughty..
As they grow up and walking into their journey they make a choice..
The choice they make is not the best choice..
The choice they make is a wrong choice so they make a mistake..
Wrong choice and mistake that has the consequences..
No..not because they stupid..
No one among us is less smart to the others or smarter than the others..
At least for me I knew and realize I am no smart than them..
I keep asking myself what is wrong and why they choose the choice and lead their life to the highest cost that they need to pay as the consequences of their choice..
Why the hell that make that choice ??
Why can't they feel afraid or concern with the consequences arise from the choice they make although they knew and aware of it ??
They indeed have full of knowledge of what is wrong and what is right or what is the correct to choose..
I make my choice because i knew that is the right choice to choose then I decided to choose thw right choice and the right path..
And for that I eventually have never regret of it but grateful..
Why can't they choose the same choice ??
We came from the same womb, the same blood, the same first name, we ate the same foods and lived in the same house, grow up together but we choose a different choice that eventually created unforgettable memories that make who we are today..
I cried because of the memories that I wish they never created rise from the wrong choice they make..
I wish I can change the memories by changing the choice they make and make them choose the right choice the right path for their journey of life..
How I wish I can out spell on them to do the right things, choose the right choice, the right path..
I wish I could..but I could not..
Its too late now..no no to out spell in them but to help them to choose the right choice, to walk in the right path..but back then I have no such strength, I thought I'm too young to change someone else's life..sigh..
What left with me now only a memory from yesterday's choice..is not only their choice but my choice as well that I think I'm not capable enough to help them bake a right choice..
